June 20, 2024

Genesis 1:3 and God said, "Let there be light," and there was light. Preliminary estimates of when light becomes heavy have proven trickier than I originally anticipated. Without knowing what temperature that all-pervading plasma becomes a previously-all-pervading gas, or liquid, or solid imposes a bit of guess work. Plus, once something is no longer all-pervading then you have to factor pressure as well. In short; I am still a long way from proving any photomotive engine can be created from the yet undiscovered perpendicular field created when a mass of radiant energy flows in the same direction.

Still no video visits. I hear they have disable some services on the tablets as well. The Department of Justice would say this isn't a punishment. We are only required to have one call every thirty days. Complaining would be futile.

I pace for hours unable to sleep. My right hip bothers me from time to time. Perhaps from turning back and forth every couple steps... for years. Laying on these mattresses cannot help either.

​One thing I think is scary and creepy is how I can smell the cologne or perfume of a guard down the hall and can actually predict who it is. Not every time, but fairly frequent. It happens automatically that your senses constantly survey the environment but you start to turn into things you wouldn't otherwise notice. Then, once you know a persons normal scent, you can tell if they are having their time of the month or if they go heavy on perfume to cover it up. Or, if they had sex, presumably the night before. Sex seems to happen much less frequently than I would have otherwise supposed. Guys try to mask their self abuse with cologne as well. It doesn't smell the same as a woman. Bother men and women odors vary depending on their diet. People should really wash themselves better, eat better, and maybe use some odor eliminating deodorant or cream, the cologne and perfume doesn't really solve the problem. In a way, I guess it is like when your eyes adjust to the darkness but you cannot look away from what you see.