April 30, 2024

My first dream was police at French doors on the inside of my house looking through the glass while I was telling them they had no reason to have entered the exterior door behind them. Awoken by inmates yelling and laughing in the middle of the night. My second dream was about trenching a service wire to my grandparents old house. That dream was also interrupted by the same guys laughing and yelling.

​Shortly after 3:00am they finally get quiet but I am then stuck awake at less than three hours of sleep. Still no response from the "medical provider" after I got my MRI. If anyone felt as though they were being leaned upon by someone's elbow, they would seek immediate response. Having a medical history, and having been informed it is what I am experiencing, they refused to review my medical history and have held me three years in jail and a year in prison without any reasonable response. The chronic pain is difficult and best suffered without antagonism but the lack of sleep is unmitigating where I only feel I sleep by passing out while my body fights to stay awake. It's so weird and very stressful.