march 21, 2024

I have this theory that keeps running circles in my square. It might be the interesting framework for a tapletop game, or if it proves true, then it might solve the worlds biggest problems. I get so frustrated watching the news. All the wrongs that are perpetrated over imigration or heatlhcare confound me. My thoughts aren't only disagreement with my observations, but I have a theory that suggests to me that it could virtually eliminate all the craziness. It's a simple idea that I would really like someone to show me how it would not work. Otherwise it offers some immeasurable benefits.

I also keep thinking about how the law enforcement, court, and prison systems are all branches of the Authoritarian Religion where most of us just accept the institutions without any real familiarity or examination. Belief without examination is the definition of faith which is the essential component of any religion.

I have been crying much less lately. I believe the change in my diet has helped quite a lot. I still don't feel normal but I feel much less poisoned and my headache just hides in the background unless I strain myself with an exercise. Light weight and go easy. No milk, cheese, or dairy. No soy.

I almost always listen to country music on the radio since that is what is available. I haven't been paying for any subscriptions, although I miss other kinds of music.

​Not a day goes by where I don't stare at pictures of my kids. I miss them too.