Recreation today. I hurt so good. I still haven't unrolled the yoga mat because I use it to stretch my back. When I get back to my cell there is an elastic band from the physical therapist and paperwork authorizing it for 90 days. There is also a letter that I have submitted to send to someone overseas. It has been repeatedly stamped as being sent but the disbursement form to pay for the postage is now missing. The first two times the disbursement form came with it. What happened to the previous release? I don't know if it is unfamiliarity or refusal to send the letter because it is additional work. Additional hassle, and additional postage, for me to send anything direct. Do I complain and then have issue with guards? Stay quiet and settle for Text Behind? So frustrating. Much love for my support both in and outside of the country. As usual, I don't want to name any specific person. What people have sent and talked about in their correspondence has really breathed some appreciation for life into my days and I really enjoy it. A much better way to spend my days than to draw a giant face on the wall with my own feces and accuse him of having a shitty attitude. I never did that but I figure everyone must have a number of days before they lose it and start doing stuff like that. Actually, I fight the inclination to take the oil pastels and blot a blurry sunset out across from my bunk and pretend it's the coast of California.
My kids mother refuse me video visits with my three most precious of all. Looking at their pictures probably stops me from acting out like that. If they take their pictures then they better take away my art supples too. Starry, starry night by Z. Anderson...
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